Niykee Heaton · Emotionally Unavailable
Emotionally Unavailable - Niykee Heaton
Lyrics by:Nicolet Heaton/Lauren Pisciotta
Composed by:Nicolet Heaton/Lauren Pisciotta
Produced by:Niykee Heaton
I'm a good girl gone bad hm
And I'm gone forever uhm uhm uhm
I'm a beast yeah I'm a dog
You mess with me I'll mess you up
You thought you could beat me down
But you were wrong
'Cause I'm a beast yeah I'm a dog
I still remember what you forgot
I finally stopped caring
About the reputation of my work
Everything I said was the truth
And I meant every word
I I'm just a girl
A good girl gone bad
And I'm gone forever ever ever
Hey hey
I've still got the worst intentions no apologies
I do what I want and I do it with ease
Bad intentions velvet lies
I warned you once I won't warn you twice
I'm prepared to lose it all
Every chain you laid on me
Are you mad I cut through it?
I meant what I said
I'm taking control
Why is everyone emotionally unavailable
Unavailable hmm
Why is everyone emotionally unavailable
Somebody answer uh
She's got anxious attachment bad
Still waiting on the love she never had
From her father who was never there
Now she's picking men who just don't care
Hyper-vigilant can't let nobody in
We see you baby
Codependent doing it again
I met a man he seemed so fine
Love bombed me till I lost my mind
Showed up big then disappeared
Classic avoidant just as I feared
I said baby what's your attachment style?
He said his what? His what
Lord have mercy
I just want someone who did the work
Went to therapy and healed the hurt
But everybody walking round here triggered
With their unhealed inner child
It's real that's wild right?
Why is everyone emotionally unavailable
Daddy issues mommy issues
Trauma responses on the table
Why is everyone emotionally unavailable
Lord can someone please do their shadow work
Before they come and do me dirty
Love yourself before you love me honey love yourself
Why is everyone emotionally unavailable
Somebody pray hmm
And I confess I confess
I built these walls built these walls
To keep them out keep them out
But kept myself locked in locked in
Lord I got my own work to do
My own work my own trauma to get through
Get through it
Dissociating when it gets too real too real
Lord gaslit so many times I forgot what I feel
Forgot what you feel
But I'm doing the work doing the work
Showing up every day every day
Healing is not linear honey not linear
But I'm on my way on my way
Why is everyone emotionally unavailable
Daddy issues mommy issues
Trauma responses on the table
Why is everyone emotionally unavailable
Lord can someone please do their shadow work
Before they come and do me dirty
Love yourself before you love me honey love yourself
Why is everyone emotionally unavailable
Somebody pray
Do your work do your work
Heal your heart heal your heart
Just heal your heart
Love yourself first
Love yourself do your work
Before you tear do your work
Somebody else apart apart
Why is everyone emotionally unavailable
Unavailable hmm
Why is everyone emotionally unavailable
Somebody answer
Why is everyone emotionally unavailable