Rosy赵露思 · I Hope You Find God
I Hope You Find God - Rosy赵露思
Writer(词曲):Kaitlyn Alexis (KayKay)/Rosy赵露思
Producer(制作人):Antonio (Kcdaproducer)/Kearney/Banksy
Vocal Producer(人声制作):Mischke Butler
Production Coordinator(制作统筹):Craig J. Williams/Cheryl/Banksy
Mixed by(混音):Derek Keota
A&R(企划):Michael Feng
Executive Producer(监制):Michael Feng
You lost me
That's on you babe
Go fix the mess you made
I'm done being your savior
Done playin' your job
So go pray on your own time
I'm not your lifeline
You lost me baby
I hope you find God
I was patient too patient
You were talkin' change but never changed it
I was holdin'
You were foldin'
Every promise sounded good but broken
I kept givin'
You kept takin'
Love was always something you were fakin'
Now I'm movin' while you're stuck still
You want forgiveness?
Baby that's uphill
And you call me up like nothin' went wrong
Sayin' "I'm better now"
Baby come on
If you want redemption
That's your marathon
I won't run beside you
I've been dragged along
You lost me
That's on you babe
Go fix the mess you made
I'm done being your savior done playin' your job
So go pray on your own time
I'm not your lifeline
You lost me baby
I hope you find God
I hope you find God
I hope you find God
I hope you find God
You were careless
I was heavy
You'd say "trust me"
When you weren't ready
You were chaos
I was quiet
Tryna talk you down from every riot
You were reachin' for attention
Not for love or real intention
Now I'm peaceful
You're regretful
Funny how the truth gets so forgetful
Don't say you've changed
If you can't back it up
Don't come around when it's me that you want
I gave you light and you treated it rough
Now you want healing?
I've given enough
You lost me
That's on you babe
Go fix the mess you made
I'm done being your savior done playin' your job
So go pray on your own time
I'm not your lifeline
You lost me baby
I hope you find God
I hope you find God
I hope you find God
I hope you find God
这首歌撕开了“体面分手”的虚伪面纱,承认愤怒是爱的正当表达。真正的蜕变,从来不在他人的忏悔里,而在自己重新站起来的勇气和思考中。唯有厘清情感中的正确顺位,才能重建内心的秩序。歌词如“审判之锤”,将背叛与消耗公之于众。从隐忍到觉醒,每一句控诉都是情感经历了“耐心的耗尽”、“承诺的破碎”才换来的痛彻的领悟。“I hope you find God”绝非祈祷,而是将“神”化作镜鉴,照见对方灵魂的空洞,亦照见自己内心的真实感受。这不是宽恕,而是决裂的宣言:若你将我的爱践踏为垃圾,我也会将你放逐出我的世界。若你曾在关系中失去信仰,这首歌将教你——如何成为自己的上帝。